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stop Joss Whedoning my life !!
♥ Abed is my boifrend, and i'll fight you for him. y'all can take Jeff. \o/
♥ tumblr. i'm still not convinced. idk, bbs, idk. lj has given me rants and fanart and fanfic and hearts that beat all craycray like mine. tumblr has given me nothing, yet. i mean, other than letterstoCas which makes me feel sad/cathartic? but nothing that has made me squee and say, wow, this tumblr thing makes me want to bow down and worship it or be destroyed. meh
♥ can anybody rec me some AU Misha/Jensen High School fics? yes, i'm a dork, the thought of twinky Jensen and awkward hippy Misha sends me into my Aw-place and makes me happy. :D:D:D:D:D
♥ Home Again read it. you'll cry, but it will be a good cry. i promise you.
♥ i don't really love Lisa, but people who hate Lisa make me wanna love her, just to counteract the fact that TV likes to create 2-dimensional female characters that make girls feel like they can't identify with female characters. bbs, realize it's not the vagina that iscockfan-blocking you, but the fact that you can't identify with poorly constructed characters who are not only half-cooked but who make you feel like being a girly-girl is trivial, that being an assertive girl is bitchy, that being a tom-boy means you'll die alone, that your lack of penis makes you inadequate. so you think that Lisa was a slut, who put her boy in danger to smoosh on Dean, think about the fact that she was written that way --at least superficially-- so that Dean could play house.
♥ ever feel like you're reading one fic while the whole fucking world is reading another fic entirely? like i read a fic called White Houses, where Jensen is this guy who is studying film in L.A. he was thrown out of his home as a teenager for being gay and he's been searching for a family ever since. does he find one? yes, he does. he rooms with Sandy, Katie, Mike and the incomparable Jared in a little grungy white house, hence the title. at first it's like a really cool, craycray, banterish version of the Brady Bunch --if the Brady Bunch had the UST for each other-- but then he makes certain (imo pardonable) mistakes and once again he is out on his ass, exiled, cast off, etc. in the end, he reconnects with a Jared who is still a bit resentful, but who acknowledges that Jensen might have been less at fault than he thought originally and Jensen is oh, so grateful that Jared is willing to give him another chance. (should have gone with Misha, yes you should have.)
o.O there were a few people who thought the ending was a bit too bittersweet, and others thought it was hopeful but realistic, and this is why i will never be a good OTP'er. because if you paint one guy as an indecisive dickwad and the other as a spineless doormat then i will not feel emotionally invested and i will not want to see them together, no matter how aesthetically pleasing they look while doing the buttsex. no, no, not even if you name them Jensen and Jared. reading the last paragraphs, this here was what was going through my head: BE A MODERN GIRL JENSEN,BEEL JARED IS NOT THE BOSS OF YOU, HE DON'T GET TO DICTATE WHEN YOUR LOVE-LIFE STOPS AND WHEN IT BEGINS. UNINVITE THAT BITCH PUNKASS FROM THE PEEN-HOME THAT YOUR ASS HAS BECOME, UN.IN.VITE. (eta: i think a writer could write this kinda fic and i COULD twistedly ship them, but only if the writer was conscious of the issues. ~laughing with you not at you)
i'm kind of being really unfair here. i know. it's most likely not even the writer's fault. i think it's because i'm seeing everything through the lens of OMG HE WATCHED YOU RAKE LEAVES, HE SAVED YOU A GAZILLION TIMES, HE DIED FOR YOU, HE WENT TO A WHOREHOUSE FOR YOU EVEN THOUGH HE IS OBVIOUSLY GAY AND UNRESTRAINED VAJEEN TERRIFIES HIM, DOES THAT COUNT FOR NOTHING?!?!?! so any themes of rejection, conditional love, the impermanence of all relationships even with people who call themselves family? yeah, i'm a little sensitive right now. -_- The Lord, He is testing me.
♥ tumblr. i'm still not convinced. idk, bbs, idk. lj has given me rants and fanart and fanfic and hearts that beat all craycray like mine. tumblr has given me nothing, yet. i mean, other than letterstoCas which makes me feel sad/cathartic? but nothing that has made me squee and say, wow, this tumblr thing makes me want to bow down and worship it or be destroyed. meh
♥ can anybody rec me some AU Misha/Jensen High School fics? yes, i'm a dork, the thought of twinky Jensen and awkward hippy Misha sends me into my Aw-place and makes me happy. :D:D:D:D:D
♥ Home Again read it. you'll cry, but it will be a good cry. i promise you.
♥ i don't really love Lisa, but people who hate Lisa make me wanna love her, just to counteract the fact that TV likes to create 2-dimensional female characters that make girls feel like they can't identify with female characters. bbs, realize it's not the vagina that is
♥ ever feel like you're reading one fic while the whole fucking world is reading another fic entirely? like i read a fic called White Houses, where Jensen is this guy who is studying film in L.A. he was thrown out of his home as a teenager for being gay and he's been searching for a family ever since. does he find one? yes, he does. he rooms with Sandy, Katie, Mike and the incomparable Jared in a little grungy white house, hence the title. at first it's like a really cool, craycray, banterish version of the Brady Bunch --if the Brady Bunch had the UST for each other-- but then he makes certain (imo pardonable) mistakes and once again he is out on his ass, exiled, cast off, etc. in the end, he reconnects with a Jared who is still a bit resentful, but who acknowledges that Jensen might have been less at fault than he thought originally and Jensen is oh, so grateful that Jared is willing to give him another chance. (should have gone with Misha, yes you should have.)
o.O there were a few people who thought the ending was a bit too bittersweet, and others thought it was hopeful but realistic, and this is why i will never be a good OTP'er. because if you paint one guy as an indecisive dickwad and the other as a spineless doormat then i will not feel emotionally invested and i will not want to see them together, no matter how aesthetically pleasing they look while doing the buttsex. no, no, not even if you name them Jensen and Jared. reading the last paragraphs, this here was what was going through my head: BE A MODERN GIRL JENSEN,
i'm kind of being really unfair here. i know. it's most likely not even the writer's fault. i think it's because i'm seeing everything through the lens of OMG HE WATCHED YOU RAKE LEAVES, HE SAVED YOU A GAZILLION TIMES, HE DIED FOR YOU, HE WENT TO A WHOREHOUSE FOR YOU EVEN THOUGH HE IS OBVIOUSLY GAY AND UNRESTRAINED VAJEEN TERRIFIES HIM, DOES THAT COUNT FOR NOTHING?!?!?! so any themes of rejection, conditional love, the impermanence of all relationships even with people who call themselves family? yeah, i'm a little sensitive right now. -_- The Lord, He is testing me.