Obvs, I buck all generalizations 'cause my words are sexy bitches ;)
YES. I want love to be felt way way WAY before it's said. Because love is scary and you don't just rush right in with I LOVE YOU! (In most cases...) Love builds before it can be articulated, which is what I like to play with.
Mmm-hmm, Dean hasn't been able to trust for a long time. Castiel might be the final nail in that particular coffin, maybe not. But I do think that by pinning something on Castiel, by holding him accountable for some personal hurt, Dean can keep him there, alive, inside himself. Right there with his crooked heart. I kind of mentally referred back to how he lost John and how it screwed him up, how angry it made him.
People trying to save him, making everything worse, and getting lost themselves... all these pretty little dark echoes through his life.
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YES. I want love to be felt way way WAY before it's said. Because love is scary and you don't just rush right in with I LOVE YOU! (In most cases...) Love builds before it can be articulated, which is what I like to play with.
Mmm-hmm, Dean hasn't been able to trust for a long time. Castiel might be the final nail in that particular coffin, maybe not. But I do think that by pinning something on Castiel, by holding him accountable for some personal hurt, Dean can keep him there, alive, inside himself. Right there with his crooked heart. I kind of mentally referred back to how he lost John and how it screwed him up, how angry it made him.
People trying to save him, making everything worse, and getting lost themselves... all these pretty little dark echoes through his life.